heard the news today, oh boy

well, yesterday to be exact. Yesterday was my 2 week follow up appointment. Two of my incisions healed great, minor scarring but that's it. The third one though...well, i look like i have two belly buttons. Apparently there's a collection of blood under the third incision(which is why it still hurts). The doctor said it should heal on its own with time, and if it's not healing in a week or two then I should call back. I'm hoping once it heals it'll pop back out, because I really don't like having a dent in my stomach that isn't my belly button.

He also said I should wait 3 cycles before trying to have another baby. I'm okay with that, I need the time to heal emotionally still. But, my cycles aren't normal so 3 cycles could wind up being 5-6 months. I'm a little disappointed, but it's better then a year and at least I still can try again. The only thing I didn't like was that he said I should try taking prenatal vitamins before trying- I do that. The way he said it almost felt like an accusation, and I know I'm still super sensitive so I'm trying to remember that he's busy and was just throwing out some good tips instead of accusing me of not taking care of this baby.