Small Talk 6

4/4 – 6 of the worst lies you’ve ever told

this week is 6 of the worst lies you've ever told. I try very hard not to lie. I don't like the way it feels when I'm lied to, so I don't like to lie to others. I was a goody two shoes kid that didn't need a curfew b/c my parent's always knew where I was and they trusted me. that being said, I'm not perfect...so here goes.

1. "I love you." I know I said I love you to 2 of my boyfriends when I didn't really feel that way. Yes, I liked them a lot and had affections for them, but they fell short of love and I shouldn't have said it if I didn't feel it.

2. "Fine, I'll just move in with my mom!" Whenever I got into a fight with dad or Danya, I pulled this card. I never would have done it and I would have cried if they ever tried to actually make me. It was a horrible card to pull.

3. "I'm fine!" I said this one a lot right after I had Noah. and it wasn't true at all. I had pretty severe post partum depression. Not bad enough to ever consider hurting Noah, but there were days I considered hurting myself. and I should have told Joe a lot sooner then I did. It scares me to think of what might have happened if I didn't have Joe.

4. The time Melissa and I ditched school to go meet guys we'd found on the internet. We didn't tell anyone where we were going and looking back now I realize how scary that was. I hope Karma doesn't pay me back on this one.

5. "Oh yeah, that sounded great!" It wasn't true. it sounded horrible. no one should ever let you sing in public again, and telling you that you're good is just cruel. I've heard nails on chalkboards that sounded better then you.

6. and I guess the last one would be the time I helped my BIL skip church to go to WaWa with me. but Karma paid me back for that one, I got pulled over for speeding and that was the first ticket I ever got. but I still don't think my ILs know that I helped BIL skip...