what time is it?

12:02 am. *sigh*. I have to get up for work at 5 am, so why am I still up you might ask? b/c nature apparently wants me to get used to having no sleep, so it's started waking me up in the middle of the night and laughing at me. Tonight- heartburn- severe severe heartburn, the likes of which i've never known before.

so now i'm rambling since i'm tired and delirious. I had several people tell me they were certain I was going to have the baby this past weekend. They were wrong, I'm still pregnant. and it's getting to the point where I think I'll be pregnant forever. I haven't had any contractions really since the Friday where I was in false labor. My belly is super tight and uncomfortable, as is everything else on my body right now, but no contractions. I'm anxious to see what they say at my doctor's appt on Thursday.

Surprisingly, I'm pretty calm about everything. I'm not nervous about labor or the baby coming home, I'm just anxious since I have no clue when it will happen. Oh- and I'm jealous that while I'm stuck on the couch after midnight nursing some serious heartburn, Joe is sleeping peacefully in the bedroom and has no clue that I'm even awake. It's probably slightly mean and evil, but part of me can't wait until Noah's here b/c at least then Joe will have to get up in the middle of the night too.

I'm going to go play some online games and hope they make me so exhausted that I can catch another hour or so of sleep.